Niceland - Little black book

I’m gonna trick myself
I’m gonna slip the pills
Into my bitter drinks
Pretending I don’t know
That I just want myself asleep

My bed stays always clean
And whatever I did
It’s washed away
Thrown out
Licked up
Sent back
From wherever it came to here

All the shit I’ve learned
And already forgot
All the time we spent apart
You keep sayin‘ you’re fine
But before you know it
You end up crying every night

And I’m not so afraid
Of my dirty fat hands
With a lack fo sun and fear
It is just easier here
You do not need to say a thing

It is all natural
Fluids are vaporized
And the air
We breath
Spit it out now, please
You belong right where you are

All the shit I’ve learned
And already forgot
All the time we spent apart
You keep sayin‘ you’re fine
But before you know it
You end up crying every night
And days will stop coming
If you decide

I’m sorry

I thought i owed you a song
About all of this
And about you all
Who are listening
Or who stopped
Decades ago..